







Wow.... Thanks to Lillian for sharing these photos with me. It seems the Catholics or Orthodox or whoever are WAY off. It says over and over that God is a jealous God and no man shall bow down to idols. I added some logos and comments. Check this sin out:





Do we now worship chicks?

More Queens To Pray To

This is a dummy they pray to

The pope is an idol to pray to here

NICE HEAD... Dear heavenly head, thank you for the meal we are about to receive... guard the angels around our heads too...


Our skull who art in heaven. Hallowed be thy bones. Lord skull, please forgive me for my sins...

Need I say more?

* In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to
1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were
rounded up and exterminated. This doesn't include the 30 million
'Uncle Joe' starved to death in the Ukraine.
* In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5
million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and
exterminated.
* Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945,
leaving a populace unable to defend itself against the Gestapo and
SS. Hundreds of thousands died as a result.
* China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20
million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were
rounded up and exterminated.
* Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981,
100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up
and exterminated.
* Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000
Christians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and
exterminated. The total dead are said to be 2-3 million
* Cambodia established gun control in 1956. From 1975 to 1977, 1-2
million 'educated' people, unable to defend themselves, were rounded
up and exterminated.
* Defenseless people rounded up and exterminated in the 20th Century
because of gun control: 56 million at a bare minimum.
* Gun owners in Australia were forced by new law to surrender
640,381 personal firearms to be destroyed by their own government, a
program costing Australia taxpayers more than $500 million dollars.
The first year results:
Australia-wide, homicides went up 3.2 percent
Australia-wide, assaults went up 8.6 percent
Australia-wide, armed robberies went up 44 percent (yes, 44 percent)
In the state of Victoria alone, homicides with firearms are now up
300 percent. Note that while the law-abiding citizens turned them
in, the criminals did not, and criminals still possess their guns.
It will never happen here? I bet the Aussies said that too.
While figures over the previous 25 years showed a steady DECREASE in
armed robbery with firearms, that changed drastically upward in the
first year after gun confiscation...since criminals now are
guaranteed that their prey is unarmed.
There has also been a dramatic increase in break-ins and assaults of
the ELDERLY. Australian politicians are at a loss to explain how
public safety has decreased, after such monumental effort and
expense was expended in successfully ridding Australian society of
guns. The Australian experience and the other historical facts above
prove it.
You won't see this data on the US evening news, or hear politicians
disseminating this information.
Guns in the hands of honest citizens save lives and property and,
yes, gun-control laws adversely affect only the law-abiding
citizens.
Take note my fellow Americans, before it's too late.
The next time someone talks in favor of gun control, please remind
him of this history lesson.
With Guns...........We Are "Citizens".
Without Them........We Are "Subjects".
During W.W.II the Japanese decided not to invade America because
they knew most Americans were ARMED.
Note: Admiral Yamamoto who crafted the attack on Pearl Harbor had
attended Harvard University 1919-1921 & was Naval Attaché to the U.
S. 1925-28. Most of our Navy was destroyed at Pearl Harbor and our
Army had been deprived of funding and was ill prepared to defend the
country.
It was reported that when asked why Japan did not follow up the
Pearl Harbor attack with an invasion of the U. S. Mainland, his
reply was that he had lived in the U. S. and knew that almost all
households had guns.
If you value your freedom, Please spread this anti-gun control
message to all your friends.

I get a kick out of just putting common sense together when it comes to NASA. When I started asking myself questions like, "If we went to the moon 30 years ago, why have we never returned?" And my favorite, "Why have we not figured out a way to get to space without a rocket 30 years later?"
We sit back and watch how technology changes SO FAST that a laptop is already obsolete when it hits the shelves, yet we are still strapping men and women to jet fuel bombs and chucking them up into orbit. I cannot believe that I bought their ridiculous stories of the dangers and cost involved while congress spends a millions to investigate if a pro baseball dude was taking steroids. We should have been to Mars by now easily. I hear it's a 3 month ride. Why can't we squeeze 3 months worth of tang, water and meatloaf and eject their poop into space? It seems to me that they will eat enough room to bring back mars rocks.
I have read many times in UFO blurbs that we already have the technology to go beyond our solar system without intervention. I am starting to truly believe that we have and are still traveling and learning beyond our galaxy and it breaks my heart that I will never get to know more about it while the rich get a front row ticket.
I hope you (whoever reads this site) understand that NASA is just a cover and the astronauts are risking their asses still flying on thin metal containers filled with high-explosives. I'd be ashamed to call myself a spaceman because in 30 years after we landed on the moon and played golf, we are still having trouble getting man into space with two blown up shuttles so far.. Something is not right don't you think? It appears that we are dumber than we were 30 years ago. Just a bunch of ignorant hicks drinking our way to sleep dreaming of winning the lottery. Or that is how the "illuminated" ones think of us.
James Carner Dot Com
Economic Armageddon: Warning: Today's column is not for the faint of heart. And before my critics say it, let me say it first: Leatherdale's gone off the rails on a crazy train. This is opinion, but my gut says feverish doomsayers may be right. This is the beginning of the end of our economic system. And if we do self-destruct, we only have ourselves and our blatant greed to blame. Believers in a higher power call this Armageddon and the last war man will fight. One such guru, Ronald Weinland, in his book 2008: God's Final Word, warns of the demise of the United States -- where the first blow was struck with 9-11 and now a subprime mortgage bloodbath is shattering the pillars of capitalism with a tidal wave devastating economies around the globe. click here

March 01, 08 Wolf in sheep's clothing...
Part 1 VID - click here
Part 2 VID - click here
Part 3 VID - click here
Everyone around me keeps stating that they have been in hard times before and this recession will go away. I think they are wrong and I hope they are right. Something is catastrophic is going to happen to allow the world to form as one. I think it's going to be either 2 nukes inside the US (small ones but will cost millions of lives) and in 2 other countries. I can't see which countries at this time.
The Head Groups Who Want YOU Dead & 6 Billion More:
The Club of Rome (website)
:: The Club of Rome commissioned Zbigniew Brzezinski, Carters
National Security Advisor, (who also with David Rockefeller formed
The Trilateral Commission in 1973), to write The Technetronic Era.
This is a post-industrial zero growth plan designed in part to
cripple U.S. industry in order to prepare us for the New World
Order.
NATO-Club of Rome officials charged with urgent anti-NASA action
were Harland Cleveland, Joseph Slater, Claiborne K. Pell, Walter J.
Levy, George McGhee, William Watts, Robert Strausz-Hupe (U.S.
ambassador to NATO) and Donald Lesh. In May 1967 a meeting was
organized by the Scientific and Technological Committee of the North
Atlantic Assembly and the Foreign Policy Research Institute. It was
called "Conference on Transatlantic Imbalance and Collabora-tion"
and it was held at Queen Elizabeth's palatial property in Deauville,
France.
The basic purpose and intent of the conference at Deauville was to
end U.S. technological and industrial progress. Out of the
conference came two books, one of which is mentioned herein,
Brzezinski's "Technotronic Era." The other was written by conference
chairman, Aurellio Peccei, entitled "The Chasm Ahead." Peccei
largely agreed with Brzezinski, but added that there world be chaos
in a future world NOT RULED BY A ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT.
The Bilberberg Group :: The Bilderberg Group, an informal secretive transatlantic council of key decision makers, developed between 1952 and 1954... It brought leading European and American personalities together once a year for informal discussions of their differences... The formation of the American wing of Bilderberg was entrusted to (Gen.) Eisenhower's psychological warfare co-ordinator, C.D. Jackson, and the funding for the first meeting, held at the Hotel de Bilderberg in Holland in 1954, was provided by the Central Intelligence Agency. Thereafter much of its funding came from the Ford Foundation... The subjects over which the annual meetings ranged were wide... but it is clear that the [1957] Treaty of Rome/ibid/ibid was nurtured by discussions at Bilderberg the previous year."
Their Agenda
Here's what I think is happening in the world today. "Something" is going to come out of nowhere and "save" us all from global warming, famine, hate, war, violence, natural disasters etc... all to form world unity. A "New World Order". By showing the sheeple new technology, a new alien race who "claims" they have been flying around for millions of years and a leader who we all will call "The Beast" whom will be liked and adored by all the world for helping/saving us from ourselves. We will all be manipulated by what we see that is "terror" or "natural disasters" "food shortage" or a comet ready to explode on Earth; all will be played by the powers to be (The Illuminati) as true Fake Armageddon thus triggering non-resistance from all sheeple to make it all go away and make their plan complete for the coming of the Antichrist. The Beast will come as beloved and quickly turn without the slightest of care into your worst nightmare. Behold, the Antichrist is upon us or soon will be. Do not be deceived into believing the inventor of lies himself, Satan who is at the end of his reigning rope. He who controls your necessities, controls you.
The UFOs that are being reported are now done so on purpose. These UFOs are man made - Germany invented them back in WWII and when Hitler lost, America took the technology along with their scientists and formed Project Paperclip. America with orders from the groups above took all knowledge of technology in magnets and gravity back in the 1950's and suppressed it without releasing the information with the plan to release this suppressed technology to the masses in order to bring all nations into a New World Order. Their over all plan is working quite nicely. They are ruining the Great America by ridding middle class (other countries as well such as Britain) and polluting the planet on purpose so that we the sheeple will believe what the Beast will offer as a solution to world unity by solving all pollution, hunger and issues.
Right now, they have a few problems. China, Russia and Iran. Those three power houses know exactly what the above groups are trying to do and will do everything they can to stop the take over of their countries. The groups are feeding America with lies of how terrible Iran is, how China pollutes and holds the American dollar for ransom along with the slander on how China is irresponsible in breeding the masses of their people. Russia almost gave in to America's espionage hence folded after the cold war, but as you can see, they are quickly arming themselves and coming back strong when elect Vladimir Putin who kicked the Illuminati out of Russia knowing exactly that they were almost inside and won them over to the New World Order. Iran finally took a stand and told America to go away from their mafia tactics on oil gouging and has historically stopped accepting the US Dollar for their oil along with started their own investment banking system in order to sway away from the above Group's money power.
Bush's war in Iraq was only to place American military inside the third largest oil reserve in the world (Iraq) so that they can attack Iran and finish her off for good but they did not think China would react as they have hence Iran has let China place a military base on Iran soil. Russia is giving Iran nuclear capabilities only to arm herself from the coming of the Antichrist. Iran knows they have little time so they are trying to sell their country out so their leaders can walk away from this mess rich and on protected soil.
The New World Order cannot become an entity until all of us humans allow it to. The above Groups are maneuvering daily with tricks, smoke and mirrors to convince other countries who want freedom to back down and give in. I truly think their last hope is to stage a fake UFO attack on the world to allow all countries to unite and defend the world against the "so-called" aliens. Common sense would tell me there aren't any aliens or someone in my long history of family would have seen them or talked to them. The alien's agenda might be a myth and a good cover story to unite the planet into one government. World War III is not a question of if. This world war could possibly be started in India against China. America has already signed an agreement to merge with India in case of war. India has enough people to slaughter themselves and China to rid those two countries according to the Group's above. The question is what do they do to make that war happen? And the last question is will Russia decide to help China? Or is Russia just putting on a fake smile and secretly already is among the Group's power? If so, China will be the big part of the third world war and the Antichrist will slaughter her.
The Answer to EVERYTHING.... In 1977, Stan Deyo is talking about the Illuminati, UFOs and the truth! Watch this number 2 of 3. Public conditioning...
I update this page all the time and then send the old info to weekly archives.
This is the personal website of James Carner who resides in Bend, OR.
If you are interested in my life, feel free to look around. If you are trying to learn all about me for business purposes, I wouldn't read into my beliefs nor judge me for them. I created this website because I have nothing to hide and am looking for truths. I could be wrong about things and I could be right about others. All my opinions... and they shouldn't concern you if you don't want them to.
I am passionate about Revelations and the end of times. I believe we are so close and that something awful will happen between now and 2013. There are too many books, prophets, philosophers, governments and religions who keep pointing to this time period. Whether it's a natural phenomenon or man-made, the evil ones on this Earth are preparing for it by digging tunnels in the ground and also trying to get off the planet.
We are truly living in exciting times. How else could we have evolved so fast in 120 years from the distance of riding horses and carrying wagons for thousands upon thousands to now be flying a Concorde and arrive at halfway around the world in a few short hours? How did we get so smart 120 years ago to arrive in a world where we are already artificially creating "thinking" computers to have robots take care of us in another 120 years? Something happened to our intelligence.
We don't see how fast we evolved because we were born in this technological time. We read history and forget we got so smart, yet we've been dumbed down somehow to where we truly don't question the reason for our advancement. I am seeking reasons and looking for truths. I am a soldier for Christ.
Feb 08
Connecting The Many Undersea Cut Cable Dots - 9 Or More? Click here
Get ready to have your guns confiscated. U.S. troops are being trained to conduct round-ups, confiscate guns and shoot American citizens, including their own friends and family members, as part of a long-standing program to prepare for the declaration of martial law, according to a soldier who recently returned from Iraq. Click here
Iran can't read this website. Did you know that? And do you know why Bush wants to attack Iran? The reason is NOT WMD. Iran stopped accepting the dollar bill for their oil. All countries cannot use American dollars to purchase their goods from Iran. It's pissing off a lot of countries. Your failed media isn't reporting SHIT. Read all about the truth here.
Were the cable lines a coincidence or did the power of internet marketers and conspiracy nut-jobs like me stopped an interstellar war because they figured out the US and Israel were going to attack and we can't attack when everyone saw we cut the cables. DOH! Read this
Terminated! Freemasonry's
Final Revelation!
The Red Symphony - Part 2
By Henry Makow PhD
2-3-8
Freemasons "have to die at the hands of the revolution which has
been brought about with their cooperation," according to C.G.
Rakovsky, a founder of the Communist International.
"The real secret of masonry is the suicide of Freemasonry as an
organization, and the physical suicide of every important mason."
This disclosure is from a 1938 Stalinist police interrogation
entitled "The Red Symphony." (Transcript in Des Griffin, Fourth
Reich of the Rich, p. 254)
click here to read
more
For more about these secret societies,
click here
Read this: PSYCHOLOGICAL HANGOVER; IS AMERICA FINISH?
Feb 3 - Update: Fourth one cut
February 2, 2008 - Third
Undersea Fiber Optic Cable Called Falcon
Cut Friday Between Suez and Sri Lanka.
“We had another cut (Friday) between Dubai and Muscat.
The cable was about 80G capacity, it had telephone, Internet data,
everything.”
- Flag Telecom official requesting anonymity
Third damaged cable called
Falcon provides communication to countries in the Mediterranean and
Gulf regions, according to Dow Jones Newswires. On Thursday, January
31, 2008, two other undersea fiber optic cables owned by Flag
Telecom and consortium SeaMeWe-4 between Alexandria, Egypt and
Palermo, Italy, were cut - according to Du, a state-owned Dubai
telecom provider. Stephan Beckert, an analyst with TeleGeography,
told CNN the first two damaged cables provide the majority of
international communications between Europe and the Middle East.
Cause? One speculation is large ships dragging anchors. With public
communications cut off in Iran and other Middle East regions, a
geopolitical speculation is that cutting major undersea fiber optic
communication cables is deliberate sabotage before some unknown
upcoming event in the Middle East or elsewhere. Source:
Earthfiles
Pray we do not attack Iran or we will anger China and Russia. This attack will trigger World War III, martial law in America and the new Furor, George Bush, to reign on our Freedom! Why would George and the gang attack Iran? 1.) Iran no longer accepts US dollars for their oil 2.) Iran sits on the second largest reservoir of oil in the world 3.) Iran can collapse our economy if they stop selling fuel altogether
China owns 2 trillion of our
dollars. If they spend it, we will collapse. Russia is
trying to regain their military they lost in the 90's because they
see the New World Order coming. Folks, you may think you live
in the greatest of times, but you are going to witness evil at it's
purest form in all of history. You will soon be bowing your
heads to Satan himself.
I believe that our President Bush has completely ruined America and signed our freedom away into a fascist state when he dropped habeas corpus from the constitution, which means you can be jailed and tortured for no reason without trial if you may be a "terrorism threat". I too didn't see it coming. Mission Accomplished.
You may not give a shit but in the years to come you will realize what happened when the satanic rich and powerful load you up in railroad cars and shackles to take you to America's New Concentration Camps and start to murder the sick and weak along with train "slave workers". Auschwitz was just a practice run.
Portland, OR: Did you know that an employee of a manufacturer of railcars stated that Gunderson Rail Car Co. received a contract to build over 350 boxcars? They were not ordinary boxcars but boxcars that were ordered and paid for by the UN that are white with human shackles built into them. Read more here They killed a Saint Whistleblower Phil Schneider over leaking that information to the American public.
Guess what sheeple, America is the NEW Nazi Germany and we WILL become Nazis whether we like it or not. You have been warned. Do this: Google Rex 84 short for Readiness Exercise 1984, and you'll learn that in 1984, there was an exercise by the United States federal government to test their ability to detain large numbers of American citizens in case of massive civil unrest or national emergency. And thanks to Bush, all of the legal bills and laws have been passed to do this to the American people.
FEMA Concentration camps are sprouting all over the United States. Since Bush's family and friends plotted September 11th, it was the beginning of the de-construction of America. It only took the Rothschild's and the Rockefeller's 7 7 years to come up with a new plot to create a massive economic global depression to eliminate the middle class with the mortgage epidemic. Thus it should be a matter of 5 - 10 years when all you will see around you are either the rich or the poor - nothing in between. We have to have a new world war to swipe the plate clean from what America owes in debt.
The Federal Reserve prints paper money and there is no gold in the US Treasury (Fort Knox) to back it all up. The US dollar worth is slipping and how long can the feds keep bailing out the economy? For almost 20 years, anyone with bad credit could buy a house, therefore the majority of the American populace owes more than what they have. What good are we to any outside country or bankers other than owing them something? If we owe are we not slaves? Yes. We will repay them back. And if you refuse, they will incriminate you. Why else does the State need the blood of your baby when it is born to test it? Can't the hospital your baby's blood?
All they (The New World Order) are waiting for is a national disaster to declare martial law and/or trigger WW3. So what could this natural disaster be? A downed US satellite c containing nuclear warheads out of service to fall on America? Fake terror attacks like 911? Fake comet to strike the Earth to allow us to give control to the Bush Furor? Fake Alien attack? A massive pandemic sprayed over the skies?
The New World Order is happening. You are going to lose your freedom whether you like it or not.. Watch Endgame by, Alex Jones. Purchase weapons, guns, bullets, water, food and somehow get yourself out of debt from any creditor or banker. Something is happening and we don't have a lot of time. The elite wants you dead. They want only 500 million people on this Earth. They don't care about you or your job or family because all you are is a consumer consuming their land like a virus.
You matter not to them. You matter to Christ.
Now comes the hard part. I have read and read about the child abuse ring that is going on within the CIA, The Skull & Bones, Free Masons, Illuminati, satanic cults and the likes. It is sick and I am sorry to report that these freaks think that the secret to immortality is to molest male children. Read this. Watch this. And watch this. Then this. <-- They all see to be the same but they are not. And do your research because the minute your child is out of your view, these sick evil men will try and have their way with your child and you will never be able to forgive yourself for not knowing.
New Book I read:
Wow! What a read this was. I read it in 1 1/2 days. I have to say that Marzulli captured my thoughts exactly as to the events taking place in the Middle East and the UFO phenom that all is tied together somehow. I truly believe that Alien's are a part of the Great Deception where Lucifer himself will play God for 7 years while everyone worships his son the Antichrist. Honestly, I would not even have read this if I did not see that UFO in Beaverton, OR 7 years ago in which changed every known physics law I know of and I too would think this guy was absolutely loony if didn't. But I have to personally vouch for this book as it gives timelines and logical emphasis on correlating data with The Bible, Revelations, Genesis and Enoch to the Luciferian Endgame that the great deceiver is trying to achieve. Better get baptized and get right with God!
I read this article about the rapture: Click here and below is my response to it:
Hi
Chuck,
I think we’re in the pre-tribulation (or the rapture happened during
the holocaust but I doubt it). If you accept the mark, then yes you
are over and forever damned but if you do not means you will be a
fighter for Jesus. We’re not there yet in my opinion. Let me
explain.
I am a Christian and I believe that our monetized system is not the
mark of the beast – that would be too easy. We have several options
to purchase and work to make money, even under the counter so there
will always be some way to provide. I think as technology grows and
information (answers to questions) become available in an instant,
we will truly have no need for memory or education. If you have a
question, it is answered via some type of internet/inter-connect
system via hologram from a head piece or implant.
We will be so dependent on our system (like a hive) that literally,
without hesitation, people will automatically accept the mark of the
beast as a simple upgrade. The “collective” (excuse me for the lame
Star Trek Borg reference) will be just as popular as cell phones or
the iPhone. Everyone will want to be a part of it. Already, we have
a laptops (my laptop is a cell phone too) that communicates our
needs completely. I remember 10 years ago, information and research
was extremely tough and time consuming, and nowadays, you just
Google it.
We’re not there yet in the least but could be in 50 years or less. I
have noticed that my generation (X) are completely dependent on
“things” to function. Heck, I can write a webpage and send 6 million
emails out in 15 minutes but when it comes to the clutch in my
wife’s car, I have no clue how to fix it, hence dependant.
Corporations have made this possible. Thank God I learned how to
hunt and fish, but still, there are things I cannot do that is vital
to my survival in this concrete world. The next generation (my
children) will be so far from making something from scratch or
fixing something broke, that they will be utterly confused as to how
to survive, hence the rise of the beast. And imagine my children’s
children’s generation… It’s getting down to everyone has “one” skill
and that’s it.
To your success!
James Carner
Great book to read:
I am still reading it. The author, John W. Milor, is really explaining a lot of things I have been pondering. Very interesting! UPDATE: I emailed the Author, John W. Milor and I am interviewing him through email. Below are the sessions! I love this! (notice our names are in the Bible? Cool)
James: Could you tell me about your experience when you met Jesus? All details would be awesome! I will add it to my personal site.
John:
Sure
When I was very young, I always believed in God - just seemed to
make sense. And I heard about Jesus from my Great grandmother, and
understood Him to be the Son of God, but I didn't have any concept
of the Trinity. And while I had a vague reverence for the Bible, as
many people do, I was unaware of most of its contents, especially
the scriptures that state point blank that Jesus is God. I thought
of the Bible in more of a mysterious, mystical, and slightly
frightening document, rather than a guidebook with most of its
contents being very easy to understand.
As a teenager, I actually didn't want to hear anyone tell me
anything about Jesus. I'd just tell them I was a Christian, which I
believed I was, despite the fact that I didn't know Jesus hardly at
all, nor did I want to know Him as personally as He wanted to know
me.
At 12 years old, I had two visions of heaven. In the first dream, I
heard exquisite music that drew my attention to a man with a
sombraro playing a spanish guitar. He was leaning against a tree,
and I looked into the tree. I saw an Eagle in the tree - the most
magnificent and powerful creature I had ever seen. His eyes were
filled with electricity. He lifted his wings and a star of light
formed between them, above his head. This Eagle is depicted on my
website - http://www.EagleStarProphecy.com. The star grew in size
and shot out toward me, blasting me on the forehead, and filling my
spirit with the essence of pure love. From this dream, I understood
that God is love, and I understood it profoundly. Nothing in
existence will ever take this revelation away from me.
Then in the second dream, I was in a dungeon - but drawn through a
maze in a particular direction. I finally reached one last door,
which was enormous. I grabbed the huge metal ring and opened it. As
soon as a sliver of light entered the cell, the door slammed open
and flooded the room with light and music. The music was an angelic
chorus filling my spirit with love. As I stepped into the corridor,
I saw a line of floating crosses above me, all with people stuck to
them. But they were stuck to them like metal on magnets rather than
with spikes, and they were filled with light and power and joy and
eternal love rather than pain. A new cross formed in the sky above
me, spinning, and then it stopped. The second it stopped, I was
sucked up off my feet and flew toward it. My body whipped around and
I slammed against this cross with my arms spread out, and I was
filled with the same love I felt from the earlier dream, when the
star of light blasted me.
I didn't realize it at the time, but in this second dream, God (the
second member of the Trinity) was telling me that He is Jesus. He
might have also given me a glimpse of my future. I might end up a
martyr someday. If ever I grow old and all the people in my family
are gone, I will be drawn to a most dangerous place to spread the
Gospel. Perhaps China, or India. It may become more clear if/when
that day comes.
Flash forward - many years of worldly living go by. Then after I get
out of the Army, I go hogwild, living a lose lifestyle; suffice it
to say, I didn't with hold myself from much. And then one night, at
21 years of age. I had a dream. In the dream I was with a good
friend of mine, wandering in a terrible run-down neighborhood. My
friend and I were drunk and ended up in a compound run by a very
dangerous drug cartel. We wanted out, but didn't know how to get
out. We had no idea how we ended up in such a horrible place. Then
suddenly a helicopter came in from out of nowhere and landed on the
ground. A door flew open and a voice yelled out, "Get in." In this
place, we had nothing to lose, so we jumped in. Shortly thereafter
the pilot began doing a number of acrobatics, such as flipping
around some power lines, and flying through a tunnel - which are not
typical things to do in helicopters. When we flew out the other side
of the tunnel, we ended up high in the sky above a beautiful golden
prarie that extended for countless miles. The sunrise was
incredible, and the horible feeling in my gut I had only moments
before was completely gone, replaced with a serene peace I hadn't
felt in a long time. I felt as free as a bird, which was ironic,
because all the while, I thought I was free, not with holding myself
from anything. But the fact was, I was in so much bondage that I
couldn't have five minutes of peace without being in want of
something, paranoid, confused, or distressed about something. All
that bondage was gone in this dream, like a tremendous weight just
melted away.
I relaxed in my seat, then a thought occurred to me. I wondered who
the pilot was. He was doing all these awesome tricks, and saved me
and my friend from certain destruction. I leaned forward and looked,
and saw an empty seat. It was indented, as if someone was sitting in
it, and the controls were moving - so someone was flying - but He
was INVISIBLE! I sat back in my seat and said to my friend Rami,
"The pilot's invisible." At that point, the helicopter landed and
the door opened. "Get out." I jumped out, only to realize I was
right back where I started. My friend Rami started to get out, but
the voice said to him, "Not you." The door then shut and the
helicopter flew off.
The place was the same, but something happened there - a terrible
disaster. Dead bodies were everywhere. The gate to the compound was
opened, so I cautiously walked out. Each step I took outside the
compound filled me with more joy, and after leaving the compound, I
woke up, I felt incredibly releaved. I sat up in my bed and recalled
the dream. Then I remembered looking into the pilot's seat and
seeing the invisible pilot. Then a question poped in my mind, and I
verbalized it outloud, "Who was that pilot?"
A voice then whispered in my ear, "Jesus." Chills shot down my body,
from head to toe, and tears filled my eyes. I collapsed on the floor
under the power of God that was moving all over me. I looked around
my room and saw, for the first time in my life, the fact that I was
surrounded by sin. My movies, posters, and numerous other things
filled my room that completely disgusted me. I immediately cleaned
house, tearing things down, breaking things, throwing things away,
pouring things down the drain and flushing things down the toilet. I
called a friend of mine and told him to come get his stuff out of my
house immediately. He thought I lost my mind when I told him I had a
vision of Jesus in a helicopter. But I did! And that dream changed
me from one kind of person into a completely different kind of
person, in a single night. The dream also revealed to my that my
friend Rami would soon go off in another direction, and shortly
after this dream, he did. He now lives in Sacramento.
Life got really crazy after this dream and I got serious about God.
It's funny how clear everything gets when God shows you the truth,
and Satan's minions drop their charades and you see all their crap
around you as plain as day. They don't bother to hide anymore -
that's for sure. I had to confront demonic entities that infested my
house and cast them out. They didn't take me seriously at first, and
challenged me, thinking I was bluffing. If you ever watch ghost
stories of people with haunted houses on TLC, a common theme is that
people fight, but when the spirits challenge them, they often give
up. OF COURSE they're going to challenge being kicked out! Jesus
said they would; even after getting kicked out, they go get
reinforcements (7 times as many) and come back for more fighting!
They don't think anyone is serious, because people most frequently
AREN'T! I was though, and I was taking my house back by force! I
went and got baptized, telling the Deacon that there were demons in
my house and I needed help. He didn't believe me, but they baptized
me in that church, nonetheless. It turned out that that's all it
took, but I was ready for more fighting if I had to. And even after
I cast them out, through the years, they've tried to come back a few
times here and there. But now my wife and I both make simple
prayers, and they see that our faith isn't going away.
Anyway, I cover all this in my book, The Eaglestar Prophecy, which
is also a free download.
Many blessings to you! :-)
John
When I was young
It seemed that life was so wonderful
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical
And all the birds in the trees
Well, they'd be singing so happily
Oh joyfully, oh playfully, watching me
But then they sent me away
To teach me how to be sensible
Logical, oh responsible, practical
And then they showed me a world
Where I could be so dependable
Oh clinical, oh intellectual, cynical
There are times when all the world's asleep
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am
I said, now, watch what you say
Or they'll be calling you a radical
A liberal, oh fanatical, criminal
Oh, won't you sign up your name
We'd like to feel you're acceptable
Respectable, oh presentable, a vegetable
Oh, tick, tick, tick, yeah
But at night, when all the world's asleep
The questions run so deep
For such a simple man
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
Oh, won't you tell me, can you tell me what
I know it sounds absurd
Oh, can you hear me, I know it sounds
But please tell me who I am
Oh won't you help me and tell me who I am
Who I am, who I am, who I am
Supertramp